November 27, 2007
cheese!!!!!
This entry is about The People In My Life
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November 27, 2007 05:28 PM
blog updates
This entry is about My Blog
I updated my blogrolling list. (Look to the right and scroll down a little.) All those website names were too much. Now, in addition to adding anyone whose blog I've ever read, I made the names nice and simple, so I know exactly where I'm going.
Simple = good.
I am all about simple right now. There is just too much crazy going on. So much crazy that I didn't even get to go on and on about how awesome the parade was.
It was awesome!!!!!
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November 27, 2007 05:22 PM
November 15, 2007
Smells (A Little Bit) Like Teen Spirit
This entry is about Inside My Warped Little Mind
Driving in to work today, flipping through the Sirius radio channels, I stopped at 9, because I saw the song title was "Smells Like Teen Spirit." So I thought, "Ooh - Nirvana." But what I heard was most definitely not Nirvana. Moral of the story: If you see Paul Anka singing a Nirvana song, change the channel before your ears start bleeding.
Anyway, the past two nights have been interesting dreams. Tuesday night was McDreamy, but last night was disturbing, because it was about a real person. And there was much angst. And I hate dreaming about real people because my line between fantasy - or dreams - and reality is fuzzy at best, so it taints how I feel about these people in my dreams. And of course my mom was in the dream and she was pissed at me for my actions in the dream (which were pretty reprehensible), but that made me feel even worse. I woke up with an ache in my chest, and feeling guilty, from something I didn't even actually really do. But I dreamed it. So of course, my over-analytical self spent the good portion of my drive in to work trying to figure out what it meant.
Man, I wish I could just say what I dreamt. I mean, just get it out there. But, for those of you that know me well, know that isn't going to happen, because I'm too chicken and too insecure to lay my thoughts and feelings out there like that.
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November 15, 2007 10:03 AM
November 12, 2007
Help Me If You Can I’m Feeling Down
This entry is about Inside My Warped Little Mind
So the other day I started cleaning out closets because when I’m stressed I clean, and I’m kind of stressed because my job is kicking my ass. But that’s another story. So I was cleaning out the closets – which may not entirely count as “working from home” – and I came across Darren and my High School and College yearbooks. Now, my college yearbooks were not signed by anyone because that was “too High School” for us, refined and sophisticated individuals that we were. But, ever the procrastinator, I sat down with my yearbooks and read some of the stuff that people wrote.
It was kind of sad. Many of the notes ended in “Keep in Touch!” and, in most cases, a phone number. I can count on one hand the number of those I actually kept in touch with. I mean, at the time, I just wanted out of High School, out of my town, out of my life, etc. (Senior year was rough). But then I started thinking, how many people’s yearbooks did I write “Keep in Touch” in, because, quite honestly, I don’t remember most of what I wrote in anybody’s yearbook. Well, except for one particular entry that I remember vividly, and that’s only because I wish I hadn’t written what I did, but it doesn’t matter because that person doesn’t deserve my regret because he is an ass. He was an ass then and he continues to be an ass, and not because I dwell in the past, but because he continues to be assy every time I come in contact with him.
But I digress…
Anyway, I started thinking about losing touch with people, and all the people that have come into and gone out of my life. And I came to the conclusion that life pretty much sucks. (This is an odd conclusion for me, since my usual attitude is that life is what you make of it. You know, the whole “make lemonade” philosophy). But I got caught up in the uber suckage of people leaving your life, for one reason or another. So pissiness ensued for the rest of the day. Well, at least until I picked up Dylan from daycare. He has a way of making everything ok.
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November 12, 2007 09:45 PM